Wasted Sunsets

what is the mystery of that end, the end of every day, that captures me in the shades of its warm glamorous color and holds on to me so tight that, in my captivation, i forget to breathe..

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the sunset, my favorite time of the day,when all the thoughts of the day seem to fade away with its fading colors of golden orange and reddish purple..reflected in the clouds fluffy like a Siamese cat, the last rays make their last farewell to that red Cristal ball sinking into the sea, calmly, like an old man who knows he's dying and accepted it..

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and i sit there, watching its dive every day...at the same spot, and every day it fills me with oh so many diverse feelings, every day it all changes and i look at it with eager happiness like a child looking at his birthday cake...every day, it gives these sparks to my eyes, that nothing else was ever able to give...as i see it go...i feel no time, no space, i just stand there stiff...and all i can think of, every day, is how much i wish, i hope, i dream even, that you could share it with me just once...even if it were the last time ill see the sun..i fantasize about u embracing me softly, and, my head tilting upon your shoulder, i give in to the best moments of my life, to these emotions that would fill my soul with such happiness that all my pain wouldn't erase..

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and i shiver at that thought...you and the sunset? that would be beyond all my dreams, beyond happiness itself, for you 2 alone give me unexplainable feelings, for you 2 alone make my eyes shine, you 2 alone light the fire within my very heart at every sight of you, for u 2 alone are so far and so unreachable..you and the sunset..i grin at the thought..but you're never here, and i watch it alone, again...