All Parents Damage their Children...It can not be helped!
Parents should look after their children properly
Smoking Ban - Can it be implemented?
Child labour - can it really be really eradicated?
"Youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. Some parents smudge, others crack, and a few shatter childhoods completely..into jagged little pieces, beyond repair"
The 5 People you meet in heaven.
Cracked glass-like youth is not a mystery...It's expected half the time, if not even predicted. Though some have it better than others, and perhaps in my best of moments I can relate myself to 'some', 'others' still get their glass shattered, sit in their room with blank sort of numb reactions, desperately trying to pick the pieces up, freaked out, and completely clueless as to how this could have happened, how to fix it, and just where to start. Or need I not bother at all?
Resentment towards a person that comes with this job description, to be a parent. This person that holds so much power with the role, and abuses it, and manipulates it, and plays mind games with those under him in the organizational chart, the kids. It works in this mundane patriarchal manner, whether mother or father, or sometimes both, or even none at all...there's this exuberant routine of inflicting pain, serious and permanent, and deep. Resentment towards parenting, that has become nothing more to me than just some other job, like any other, and you're doing really bad at it too.
So...I choose to rise above.
I'm rising above the situation, refusing to become this f#@$%!& up little daughter that stresses over the viciousness of the cycle, and just how much she's gonna f@#$ someone up later along the line.
I'm overcoming the urge to turn into this Prozac-enslaved-mindless-disturbed-numbed person that can later on in life blame it on the selfish, abusive, uninterested parents, the ones that didn't hug me enough as a baby! BS!
Yea...I'm rising above!
(Let's hope so!)
